Exercise Bulimia - how it effects my life

Bulimia effects people in different ways and i guess ultimately it is a control and coping mechanism
my goal with my videos on my eating disorder is to try and explain how it effects me personally as i have found that especially people closest to me are not understating it very well, although they are trying . Bulimia is a very complex matter and it is something i try to make sense of every day
I am posting this as i put on my running gear my goal is to run 4 mile this morning 
 Here is how its effecting me at the minuet through exercise

Thank you for all your support

Thank you to every one that has reached out and wished me well in my treatment for bulimia. I have good days and bad days but i get up in the morning with the hope of making it an amazing day

http://youtu.be/61L6SWuD7-A

Bulimia - the hardest decision i have ever made

Last week i decided to make a video on my life long struggle with Bulimia
My Bulimia started when i was 15 which is almost 20 years ago and To decide to share my story with the world was the hardest thing iv ever done

On a good note everyone has been so sweet and supportive and although they may not understand my eating disorder the fact that they are willing to try and understand it is amazing

Here is my first video on Bulimia

My intention for these videos is to help create a better understanding of this illness and also to urge others to go and seek help if they need it

If you have any questions you can email me at laalaastyle@gmail.com

Leanne x

That summer feeling

There was a slight sign of sunshine over the weekend which automatically makes me want to change my eyeshadow colours... Over the winter/spring months i have been wearing a lot of red browns and oranges, now its time to switch back to the cool colours.. 

  On the inner corner i used a pale pink colour which then transitioned into darker pink and then purple ...

using a fanatic blending brush (MAC 217 dupe) to place the darkest purple on the outer corner and swept it slightly inward.. I then used Fanatic's pencil brush to place a matte black on the outer corner to create more intensity 

the eyes were finished off with Fanatic Gel liner and mascara

I am defiantly embracing the season change and i look forward to wearing a lot more pops in my makeup

Face products used

Bourjois Healthy mix foundation .. mix of shades 51 and 52

Rimmel Stay matte powder

Benefit powderflage 

 

Fanatic eyeshadow paltte

Fanatic face brushes

 

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MAC cream blusher in posey

Fanatic blush palette 

 

Fanatic eyeshadow brushes 

 

cream and powder blush opened 

 

The sun is kinda washing me out i this pic 

summer makeup using fanatic makeup brushes and fanatic eyeshadows

have a fab day LEE x

Practising cut crease

When life gets in the way it's easy to let your skills slip and not practise and keep your skills sharp. ..

So I used a combination of red, , pink, purple a little touch of orange it off my fanatic palette, and as always when I'm using white in a look I used sugar pills Tako.

Here is what I came up with

Why not pull out your coloured palettes and give it a go. ..

Lee x

Is your hair weighing you down.... diy how i cut my hair

My hair had been driving me insane it was hard to manage and style. . So I decided to take the scissors to it.

°•○●¡!¡  please don't do this if u have never cut your own hair  ¡!¡●○•°

What you will need

A comb, hair grips, scissors and thinning scissors.  

 

with there being a lot of weight in my hair sectioning it of was a must as i have a lot of hair 2 cut through

  

Then i used the ordinary scissors to remove a lot of the split and dead ends all over... After that i went in with the thinning scissors and took out a lot of the bulk in my hair

im really happy with the results

  have a great day 

Lee xox

Some of my makeup looks for this week